"I've been thinking about it since..." yeah. How not? She could have given Nat that additional proof that he was deserving of a family and...yeah. "It's going to be upsetting. And scary. And good. And teary, and a million other things I'm sure. I just need us to keep...talking about it. Thinking. If and when we decide it won't be in a void or without weighing things?" It distracted her from the hot, damp feel on her shoulder after a bit yes. Kinda nasty that, but...an expected nasty as she'd helped raise her siblings.

Very different point of view on it all now.

"I love you Nat, so much it hurts some days, but in a good way."